I find it interesting the way in which what you know about a person can impact your thoughts about them. The things that I know about her make her appear to me to be kind of disturbed and just out there. Now, this may all be inaccurate and untrue, but I find that it is hard to look at her as being attractive.
And that is primarily because of the things that I have read.
In some respects the most disturbing thing to me is that I respond as many do to the “packaging” and not the what is inside.