What made you who you are?

My last post made me think. How did I get to be the person I am today? It is not the first time I have thought about it, but it is a question that I like to mull over.

Who am I? Do I like who I am? Am I the person that I want to be? It is like the classic quote from Pirkei Avot, paraphrased here:

“A man receives three names:

The name his parents give him at birth,

The name his friends call him by,

And the name he calls himself.”

To me it is one of the most important and profound things I have ever heard. Character, integrity, are you a mentsch. Who are you and is your image of yourself in line with reality. That is, do people see you as you see yourself and how important is that.

To me it is a balance. You shouldn’t listen to what everyone says about you. But at the same time you should have some people in your life who you can trust to be honest in their opinions about you. People who can tell you when you are acting like an ass.

So if I have to try and give an honest description of myself I would include these thoughts:

Determined, fiercely loyal, stubborn, very sensitive- perhaps too sensitive. I carry past hurts with me for longer than I should, at times I am a dreamer, I am cautious and guarded, I have a wild streak in me and am capable of doing things that just make your jaw drop. Some are good and some are not so good.

I push the envelope, test limits everywhere in people and places. It is not always a good things, sometimes I have trouble knowing when to stop. I love to laugh, just love humor.

When I feel things, I feel them with intensity and passion. I like to think of myself as being cerebral and thoughtful. I am always interested in learning more about life, people and myself.

I compose on the computer and rarely edit anything I write. I don’t like going backwards and posts like this can make me very uncomfortable as I can be very self-conscious.

So if you are wondering why I engage in this kind of thought, it is for two reasons. I am always interested in growing as a person and I happen to think that introspection is good for that.

Beyond that I hope that I can find something in my experience that I can offer to my children, some kind of life lesson that helps them avoid some of my stupid mistakes.

(Visited 33 times, 1 visits today)


  1. Jack's Shack November 21, 2004 at 10:41 pm


    I appreciate the kind words, but I don’t know how open this is. Few people know who I am and I am not real worried about being recognized on the street.

    Although the rules of the blog dictate honesty and I have never been shy about voicing my opinions.

    You are right about not settling for mediocrity.

  2. Robyn November 20, 2004 at 9:04 pm


    I missed bravery in your list. I think you are very brave. You are speaking of how you see yourself in an open forum. You took me on over on my blog. Also very brave considering I am stubborn and some of my readers are overly protective. lol. I am a big girl though and I do see some of your points. I think the best lesson you can teach your kids is to be themselves and stabd by what they truely believe regardless of what others think. Never be swayed by the mediocre. This is a lesson you will well be able to teach them.

    Love and Light

  3. Mr. Middle America November 19, 2004 at 2:34 pm

    That is a really good post, Jack’s Shack Author!

  4. Anonymous November 19, 2004 at 11:28 am

    I would be dead tired if i had to think about the perceptions other people have of me. Truth is i don’t give a shit. I did once, but not anymore.


Leave a comment

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *

This site uses Akismet to reduce spam. Learn how your comment data is processed.

You may also like