Sometimes you need to ask yourself a question. Is it more important to understand the mechanics of how things work or to just have faith that they do.
Do you need to know why they sun rises and why it sets or can you rest easy knowing that it will.
On a personal level I am a contradiction. I like to know how things work because I have a burning curiosity and a mind that is reluctant to shut down, but at the same time I also find it relatively easy to just accept some things.
I am a fighter. I am a warrior who hates to be chained, a dreamer who despises authority and a father who understands that sometimes we must all bend the knee.
I seek the answers to how things work so that I might better understand how to harness their power and make them work for me but again I also find that sometimes it is just better to go along to get along.
It is not easy for me. Tell me what to do and my nature is to do the opposite. Sometimes I feel it so strongly that it is not just mental but an incredible physical effort.
I don’t need to constantly search for proof of G-d because my head and my heart work together, at least on that. I believe even in the face of logic that seems to defy reason. It doesn’t mean that I do not question nor does it mean that who I am today is who I intend to be tomorrow
The river never stops running. Today it looks one way but tomorrow it may be different.