Time Travel and Terms Of Service
The relationship between time travel and terms of service is straightforward.
TheÂ problemÂ with blogs that are not self hosted is that you don’t have as much control over what happens to them and are subject to someone else’s Terms of Service TOS. If they think you have violated their TOS they can take your blog down and your recourse is limited.
Since I liked the story I decided I wanted to protect it by including it here where IÂ ownÂ everything and pay for a regular backup and I thought some of you might enjoy it too. Â You’ll find it just below.
I was reminded ofÂ this post todayÂ and thought I might try to do something similar.
But somewhere down the road
Our roads are gonna cross again
It doesnâ€™t really matter when
But somewhere down the road
I know that heart of yours will come to see
That you belong with me
Letting go is just another way to say
Iâ€™ll always love you so
We had the right love
At the wrong time
Maybe weâ€™ve only just begun
Maybe the best is yet to comeâ€
Somewhere Down The Road- Barry Manilow
You ask why I am silent and wonder why I do nothing but stare at you. I donâ€™t answer because I am not sure what I want to say yet, but I am pleased you arenâ€™t intimidated by the force of my glare.
The intensity is radiating off of me in waves. Moments before I walked into the restaurant a crowd of people saw the look on my face and made space so that I could walk through the middle of the path unencumbered.
Like Moses parting the Red Sea they moved to either side and avoided making eye contact with me. I strode with purpose and intent determined to see you again. The first time in years, unsure and uncertain of how it would go I sat down across from you and took you in.
We were both older. Much had happened in our worlds and I wondered if we would discover that the changes were so great we no longer would have common ground. I wondered if we would be like two lovers who had once been and now were left with nothing to talk about except old times.
That conversation only lasts so long before you stop it. You can laugh once or twice at this and that and then you realize that your memory of something good is all that keeps you from walking out the door towards what is good in your lifeâ€¦now.
Here We Are
That is not how it went with you and I. That is not what happened to us. We talked and talked and the echoes of the future touched the burning embers of the past.
I wondered if you felt the sparks like I did or if you could hear the bells. I looked at your face and saw my girl and my woman. Asked you if you still loved me and saw the look in your eyes when you said you did.
Tried to keep a poker face so you wouldnâ€™t be scared by my reaction because I knew that in your mind that love wasnâ€™t enough for right now.
You werenâ€™t sure about the timing. You werenâ€™t sure about a bunch of things so you were doing your own tap dance. You were doing your thing to be cool.
We Can Be Friends
You said we can be friends and asked me if that was too hard. You said that was all you could give. I told you that you should kiss me and see if you felt something more. I wrapped my fingers in your hair and stuck my nose in your neck.
You kept your face turned, but your breathing wasnâ€™t as even as it had once been. I didnâ€™t have to put my head against your chest to know your heart was starting to pound. Didnâ€™t have to do anything because the bells were going off at a rapid rate and I could hear your thoughts.
I didnâ€™t push you to kiss me after that. I was confident that if I had you would have, but I decided it wasnâ€™t necessary. You know the spark is there and you want to do something but the timing isnâ€™t right for you.
That is ok. There is no rush.
If this is what I think it is then everything will fall into place as it should.
I Know Things
I do know things. I know that if I am right you will be in my arms again and that weâ€™ll take each other back to the kingdom we once lived in together. Weâ€™ll walk through verdant green fields and stand upon rocky covered beaches watching the sunset.
This I know because the conversation between us is never ending and the trust grows deeper again. The song our hearts sing is slowly building towards a place where they will sing together again.
And together we will carry each other as we once did but with more appreciation, understanding and insight than before. The pain of the past is receding and we have already begun to heal.
When I see the silent tears slide down your face I will continue to kiss them away and then I will wrap you in my arms, pick you up and carry you because you donâ€™t have to walk alone anymore.
And should timing prevail and I find myself told to stand on the outside than I shall do that because I have come too far to just walk away. Walked through miles of desert to find out if my heart was right or if my head was correct in its assessment.
If friends are what we shall be than that is what we shall be but I am not going to worry about that now.
Not going to worry or wonder because it is a waste of my time and energy.
Going to focus on enjoying the moments and being present. Going to tell you I love you still as I always have and that you donâ€™t have to say it back to me. Going to say that there is real meaning in â€œI know thingsâ€ and that sometimes we just have faith in that which we canâ€™t see, touch or feel.
You are beautiful to me because I see the things you hide. You are beautiful to me because you are imperfect as am I. You are beautiful because we carry pieces and parts of each other and will for life.
We made the exchange a thousand years ago and a thousand years from now that wonâ€™t have changed. We will still know what others donâ€™t and still share what others canâ€™t.
Sometimes we will have danced in the fire and lived alone and apart but we will have done so knowing someone was always there to walk alongside when we needed them.