Got just enough time for a hit and run post. Just enough time to throw a few words upon the page.
No time to confirm if I have turned the perfect phrase or made grammatical errors that will embarrass me. Just a moment to acknowledge this is the fourth Chanukah I am celebrating in Texas.
Time to shake my head in wonder and amazement that I am here. Some question the how and why my coming back and sometimes I do too.
Except this moment makes me think there is something deeper than the obvious reasons and maybe I ought to acknowledge that.
Regardless of whether it is true or what reasons got me to where I am my life has changed and is continuing to evolve.
It is a mix of exciting and WTF do I do now.
Sometimes it feels like I am living in a jar and a giant has picked the damn thing up and tilted it so we are gradually sliding to the other side and maybe even end up being ejected from the bottle.
I am doing the best I can to manage it and to roll with the changes as they come, they are legion.
It is not easy, but it is better than what once was and so I will go with it.
Wish me luck and I’ll take that alongside whatever skill I have acquired along the way.
Jack has left the building.
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