Sometimes you find yourself in the odd position of not talking to someone you have spent a lot of time talking to and with.
The funny thing about it is that sometimes the lack of talk gives you a hell of a lot of time to communicate in all sorts of other ways.
So while you pretend not to talk or see each other you know that someone is working very hard to pay attention to you while they ignore you.
It is kind of exhausting but since I amÂ guiltyÂ of it too I can’t really point my finger.
I always liked that one but I am partial to some others too.
I figure there is some truth to that one and to:
Can’t forget this one either:
Of course aching window panes and doors aren’t always so comfortable. Sometimes you have to do things a little bit differently.
When you close your eyes you have to recognize who and what you see looking back at you.
Sometimes it is as simple as saying when you think of me I am thinking of you.
And sometimes it is not that simple.
So you say fuck it and do what you need to do, whatever the hell that means.
Scratch that, it means if you call yourself an artist you can act crazy and tortured because it helps with your art.
That is why I love heartbreak, taught me a lot about writing and communicating.
Or pretending not to. 🙂