Sometimes I really wish I could go travel back in time to do some things differently and to reexperience other things.
Today I would gladly go back to 2005 or so and take the leap of faith. And if I couldn’t do that I would ask for the promise and hold fast to it.
And if I couldn’t do that I would go back to 2013 and make a few changes there.
But I can’t do any of those things as far as I know so I can only walk forward and see where it leads.
Most of the time I am good with that, but every now and then it is harder. Harder because there is a moment where I realize I would speak in a particular way but won’t now.
Won’t because of uncertainty and circumstances which always begs the question of whether 20 seconds of crazy bravery would be the solution or the worst choice.
Could be something in between as well, or not.