Four or five hours ago I knew what I was going to write about here and made a point to make a mental note to remember or write it down.
It was a good idea, but it didn’t happen and now the thing that could have been an awesome sequel to the prior post is lost inside the cavern between my ears.
Could tell you not to worry and you would probably say that is good because you don’t but I suspect at least one of you does. At least one found themselves weirded out but not weirded out by the prior post.
Because sometimes you go through hell and beyond and end up in the place between limbo and heaven wondering how the fuck you got there and if you need to stay.
It is a reasonable question, why dance in the fire if you can extinguish it and walk away?
Maybe because you realize the fire burns in a different way and you are determined to figure out what the hell is different and if you should pay attention to it.
Because you have missed opportunities before and this time you are not going to miss one without putting more thought and influence into it.
That’s not to say you didn’t put thought into it before, but this time age, wisdom and experience are there to lean upon and that is worth more than just a little.
One moment and nothing was ever the same, might as well run it down.