Timing is a funny thing and not always in the “this makes me laugh so hard my sides hurt.”
I can tell you a story or two about how bad timing helped or hurt potential relationships but today I am more concerned about it for professional reasons.
Spent most of last week in meetings on the East Coast and came back with a mixed bag of nuts.
Could be more specific than that, but just in case the powers that be find this post I prefer they don’t hear me asking WTF they were thinking.
Prefer they not know many of us felt like they tried hard to refill our batteries while stealing our mojo at the same time.
I know that wasn’t their intention but sometimes it is just how it goes.
But the real point of my frustration is I came back with one hell of a nasty bug that and have been doing battle with it for days.
What You Can’t See
What you can’t see if me lying in the middle of the road having been run down at least twice by the horses and their mad rider.
All you know is that they beat me silly and I am too dumb and too stubborn to just lie down and take it.
Somehow I struggled to my feet, got knocked down again, got up again and got knocked down and somehow found myself lying in bed covered in muck.
It is not the heroic tale we wish to tell about ourselves but sometimes it is what happens. I’ll even admit I called out not for mom, but mommy.
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Anyhoo, here we are days later and I feel like a shadow of a person but a person nonetheless.
That is progress and I’ll take it while telling you that I am furious about the timing here because I have a big meeting next week and this illness has stolen a chunk of time.
Doesn’t mean that I won’t figure out a way to make things work but there are no guarantees and the hammer upon my skull makes it hard to focus.
The Cost Of Blogging
Your fearless author Old Jack Steiner teaches his children to remember there is a cost for everything.
It is not a lesson in negativity but a reminder for fiscal sensibility and awareness. It is important to pay attention to what we spend money on as well as how and where.
So I try to practice what I preach and remind myself that doing so means I ought to take time to look at the cost involved in some of my hobbies, such as blogging.
Certain things are easy to identify, such as the costs for hosting which reminds me I am not certain that I am getting enough out of Synthesis anymore.
Don’t take that to mean they don’t provide a solid service because they do but I am paying more for hosting two sites than I like.
Hosting doesn’t take into account the cost of themes which for me isn’t bad because although I use premium themes I tend to hold onto them for a while so the cost is amortized over time.
Time
Time is a cost which is why it gets its own subhead.
Our time is worth something and because it is finite I am always cognizant of it.
I pay more than I have to for hosting because I believe the service I get saves me time that I might otherwise spend elsewhere.
And let’s not forget to account for the time it takes to write and publish these posts because that is significant too.
I am faster at composing and publishing than most people but that doesn’t mean there is no cost centered around it.
None of that changes the cost tied into blogging or makes it easier to pretend it doesn’t exist, because it does.
Anyhoo, I have been thinking about how much time I have to invest here quite a bit and I keep coming back to the same place.
Not enough.
Or maybe it is more accurate to say, I still love blogging but not as much as I once did so I am going to have to get around to making some decisions about whether to combine blogs or keep both going.
Decisions, decisions.
